Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
...And the next morning I woke up on Earth
This time I will not dwell too much on this
"story" that I definitely have to write in parts.
…And that's how I still remember it to the
present day, a strange, alien (foreign), and painful awakening. And to open
your eyes and look around, and not having a familiar feeling, not feel an
attachment or a connection like that you felt just the day before, from there
back ... to not feel that it is a very awkward feeling. You feel lost,
different from the rest, and I don’t mean only different from other beings that
inhabit the environment, but also to the same environment, the kind of
relationship and interaction, communication (if it exists), form of expression,
and so on.
Difficult to understand for example, that human
animals, being considered (by themselves) the most evolved in all the Animal
Kingdom, have so primitive behaviors that fully demonstrate the opposite to the
meaning of evolution. I remember before waking up in this place that wars were
not an everyday thing, not something as simple to carry out ... they were
always the last resort, as they extinguished civilizations and ended with
complete races, sometimes even planets. But as I believe I understand, now they
occur for irrelevant reasons most of the time, it's the easiest resource, and
obviously those who create them do not care about how many lives can be lost in
the process, they only care about the outcome (money and power, nor even survival),
regardless of the consequences. What happened to respect and love for the other
inhabitants of this planet?
I remember we solve these problems through
something called communication, which as I see here is becoming increasingly
scarce. They even invent new "technologies" (social networks) “meant”
to bring people closer, and what they do best is to keep them even further away
... they bring closer those who are far away and make those who are close to be
more disconnected (less personal and intimate). I also understand that before being
so evolved, communication was much more personal, there were letters, phone
calls, and personal conversation. Now it is email (if they still write
personally and do not copy and paste from a single email sent by millions of
people), text messages, and photo sharing. I have even witnessed how people
being in the same physical place prefer to send each other messages than talk. Interaction
and face-to-face communication is lost, so sad.
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
The Migration Of The Butterflies
I was aware that the butterflies would leave
their home at some point, though the length of their stay on the place that
welcomed them, that still remains a mystery. Butterflies are cold blooded
animals, so they need of warm places to survive, and obviously also need food
to keep his soul afloat.
An atmosphere of love, affection, expression,
concern, freedom, etc., will not always be sufficient for the butterflies to
stay around, they also need the food, those flowers, that nectar to choose to
stay in that home. Sometimes it is not easy to achieve, competition will always
be great, but the details are what make the difference. Much heat is not ideal,
it is suffocating, they are short of breath, losing fluids, and everything is
heavier and denser. If it's too cold the wings will not move, that desire of
wanting to fly won't even exist, there's no energy, and the heat that makes the
body move, the one that makes you feel comfortable. So it is not that easy, as
it must be a balance, which is often not so simple to provide.
Feeding the soul is another thing, which should
complement the above, but must be the perfect complement for the butterflies to
stay forever, and decide not to fly any day looking for another home to give
them what they need. Nectar is what gives them vitality, giving them life, the
desire of never abandon ... Why leave if you have enough food to live a
lifetime? If this becomes scarce, then the need to explore other habitats
appears. And is not a coincidence that their food is the flowers, and the great
admiration for them in our beautiful and beloved women.
Do not neglect your princess, because that's how
you should treat her, regardless of whether you are just starting to court her
or if you are already many years together, the flame must always be kept alive
and in constant motion. Obviously this is necessary on both sides, but I speak
from the side of men and their treatment to women. The world is a constant
competition ... show your charms in every possible way, but do it only when you
find that person who deserves it, there is nothing wrong in showing feelings,
it is a human characteristic to think that one is weaker for being sensitive
and emotional. The courting process should never stop, always keep a little mystery
alive, surprise, creativity, and do new things. Be intense and passionate if
that person makes you feel you want to show it, have no fear, the worst that
can happen is that you make a mistake, and that your feelings are not received
in the way you expect, but at least you tried. If you don't try you will never
know what it might have been. It's up to you to keep the butterflies flying and
circling forever, so they do not leave halfway...
Monday, January 19, 2015
Saturday, January 17, 2015
In The Spirit Forest
Rebellious thoughts escaping from my mouth, fugitive words
undertaking that journey towards your ears, with the clear objective to hunt
down your heartbeats...for moments, to be the cause of the pace change in these
beats, so special and unique when you're in love.
Shine your charms when you stare at me, eternal executioners
of my spontaneous smiles, which are simply the expression of what you make my
heart feel...this time without words, just with looks is enough to get my
attention and make me tremble.
Penetrating imposing intensity, which dominate and carry us
to our secret corner, private, intimate...thanks for giving me the keys. And
you say you'd let yourself fall just by being sure to be contained by that
privileged...my arms are already alert and ready to catch you in any fall.
Nebulae that we don't see, though we feel its presence, its
evening dews moisturizing our pores, transparent portals of emotions, signs that
show us that never ends...let’s not let it to decay.
Knights with superficial radars, that have seen you without
really knowing what they have in front of them, until lose you from sight…the
eternal problem of seeing with eyes and not with feelings. I already feel you
with my eyes closed, I already fall in love by feeling your presence...to open my
eyes and see you physically, it's nothing more than just the perfect drawing of
pioneer sensations.
This time life rewards us both, after a long walked journey,
not of search but of teaching and learning. Now it is perfectly clear the reflection
of our singings, and now we know who the performers that delight the audience
are.
Silences passengers of harmonious trains, those that are
not as many in these times, those from which our parents would have more
memories, those beautiful times. I take and treasure them in the trunk of my
reliefs, because they will be the commanders who appease my storms.
Here I'll be waiting in the spirit forest, surrounded by
stories told by those leaves let dropped by the autumn...they already had their
chance. And they're still dancing, the curious white spheres, perhaps
predicting your arrival to finally keep me company... I wait.
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Anis
Cluster of twinkling starts, big, bright, deep, fell in
your eyes, like who randomly sow seed flowers, without knowing where each one is,
but with the assurance that something beautiful will sprout.
Really glow strongly inside its darkness, protect your
constellations, like a roof from rain and wind. Butterfly wings allowing a flight
of life, slips the rain, covered by dew, beautiful black eyelashes.
Inhale all the tender, eliminate what harms you. Capture
the most sincere essences that only you know where they exist, and they fill
you with purity, tranquility, peace. Everything is white, that’s how it feels…white
purity that gives you life. Cute little nose, my nose.
So thirsty for affection, the coming water can be heard.
Comes out in droves, to lubricate your lips, your soft tongue...your mouth,
origin of nervous, trembling words, perfect engineering of your wonderful smile...do
not hide it, do not lose it.
They fear losing consciousness, stop being receptive to the
language of friendship, of love. Like roots absorbing the raindrops, to then
distribute them to the whole plant, they take words and direct them to the
heart. Innocent ears that strongly hold on to those phrases that you love...that
makes you fall in love.
Irresistible to the touch and taste, to mouth and fingers.
A must stop on the highways of your body...infinite moments, sedative hypnosis.
Union of your poles, the cutest ends. I promise you indescribable sensations…you
will see the reflection of the word passion, as my lips brush against your
neck.
Night deeply longed, in which caresses invade us, with no
more choice but to be defeated, and helpless and naked, surrender to the
feeling that slowly destroys the barriers of your skin...smooth skin. Shivers on
your shoulders, when I softly draw, with my fingertips its contour...
Always reach me with your little hands, because I won’t let
them go...but maybe I will, only to cover you in an embrace that envelops you
completely...and that makes you believe that your feet have already left the
earth...even if it is for an instant. You remember the most beautiful way to hold
hands in the infinite distance, and look at each other without seeing each other...but
that's from another story.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Soul Mates
Just a couple months since we met, like two air streams with different courses, and at that
very moment they decide to follow their paths together. We know that together
are amazing, united by love we are invincible, merged into passionate kisses no
one can break us apart. And there’s nothing else for egotistical forces that just
to observe our joy and gratitude for this life we're just beginning ... our
story is written with passion.
Optimistic waiting
for your call every day, several times a day, even now I'm waiting for you to
get back from your brief stint in the air and decide to call so we can hear
each other for hours, because we still do not have the luck to be physically
present in the same space. Space that will witness avalanches of hugs and
caresses of all kinds. I will flood you with kisses on your beautiful neck... I
do not know how you will do to keep me away from this beauty...maybe just by letting
me go down your body, drawing your curves and contour with my tongue, my lips.
That space will know that there was released the most intense battles, your
body against mine...battle that ended in a hug releasing purity drops, eroticism
drops, infinite love.
Vividly open
your eyes at times to connect with mine...I already watch you for some time,
and it is difficult to escape the hypnosis of your sensual, innocent, seductive
movements…without wanting to be. Could contemplate you for hours and hours,
until time whip me fiercely and make me take the long awaited trip, felt in deep...that
trip that hopefully will not end soon, but if this happens, we have our lives
ahead to make it a thousand times more. Passengers without tickets from
judgmental eyes that we closed without fear, only by showing what we know how
to do, what we want to do to each other, again and again...hold me cause I'm on
your side, and I am not leaving from the most precious home I start to build.
Eager trembling
hands touching you completely…you kissing my fingers, with your tongue my
shoulders... and I slide through your back to reach its end, to begin that
massage that you will enjoy so much, I promise. That beauty of legs you have,
and my hands have the privilege to stroke them, by the contour, and even more
by the inside of your thighs, very intensely, until I get to that point where
they join and the paradise begins, my cherished paradise.
Unbelievable
sensations, smelling your body, from top to bottom, from the outside in, taking
all the time necessary in each season of this exquisite trip, I fall in love
more and more simply because you exist beside me, and transport me to the world
I was waiting for so long, perhaps even before I was born as who I am now. That
world where we can live without time, your world...our world. We will inhabit
that world where the Universe and Nature will be proud of their beautiful
creation, what a great couple they have formed…and couple in our eyes, because
in the eyes of the Creators we are already merged as one...each with their
qualities, but united in one body, a fusion of souls...soul mates.
Sunday, September 28, 2014
Tears From The Soul
Our tears, always necessary and liberating ... hidden by some just because of shame, by creating a shield and try to show the "strong" side, confusing sensitivity with weakness ... they do not know what they are missing, those who never shed tears. It is such a natural process in the human being, (and I'm really not sure if it is in other species of animals too) that I don't understand why it is sometimes trapped within us, when their release means no more than one of the most beautiful expressions of feelings, whether they are of grief, sorrow, joy, emotion, excitement, etc.... it really shows the importance of that feeling for us, it is a cleaning process, and also with our tears we let out those feelings that I mentioned, as rivers carrying leaves shed by trees in the fall... crying trees ...
The pain and grief have many reasons to be .... disappointment, frustration, detachment, loss, among others. Many times, those who do not cry for fear of being seen, or because they were never taught or encouraged to show their feelings in the past, (some were even taught that it was wrong to show many feelings because it's an index of weakness...ridiculous), unfortunately keep all that inside of them, when all that it wants is to be expressed, and by not doing it those feelings are lost .... like song private from audience, a poem private from readers, an "I love you" private to be heard, a kiss private from other lips. If we want to overcome that pain, crying helps a lot, no matter how much you do it, the idea is not to block the tears, let them flow as rain falls over the land and oceans, renovating and creating new forms of life that we admire so much...the natural process of creation.
The joy and excitement should also be released, expressed. Although the most common way is through laughter, tears can also be very powerful ... sometimes they are both connected. Many people laugh at times when others cry, just to hide their tears of joy ... Joy is a gift from the Universe to our being, regardless of who is the direct postman delivering it ... it is delivered to us to help in the understanding that everything has its reward, that everything has a solution in life, nothing is impossible and everything is better with a smile and sometimes a single tear ... do not deprive yourself of those gifts, because they are just for you. Learn how to receive them, to appreciate them ... the gift of life, our close circle of people, our health, the gift of waking up every morning just to breathe, and sometimes to see the stars and moon before closing your eyes .... others are lucky enough to receive and give a kiss on each of those moments, drying some tears, or just contemplate them in their journey, showing how much I mean to you ...
Dedicated to all those who have shed tears and still do, regardless of the reason ... and those who have not do it, just try it ... as I said several times, nothing coming from yourself is worthy to be feared.
Namaste
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Be The Change
Recently I was commenting to a friend about this
"gift" as she calls it, of having such ease of connecting with your
"inner self" with your oceans of wisdom that cover the foundations of
your life, your soul. This knowledge is not just for some, although it often
seems to be, reason why it is called "gift" or "special
skill." And if we think that we are not all the same or do not have the
same abilities or qualities of expression in our lives, then it would be
correct to classify some things and people as "special". Bottom line
is, we all woke up to the world in the same way, and feeling the same as any
other being... opening our eyes, regardless of race or species...just took our
first breath, opened our eyes, and looked for our mother (I love you ma). It is
in the process which comes after those initial minutes of life where these
changes that will shape our lives manifest.
We are all born with the same tools, but not all
of us are aware of how to put them to good use, sometimes don't even know that
these tools exist...until we wake up. After that awakening in our birth, after
that first eye opening experience, sadly our eyes close again, and we live that
way for a long time....this is the time that varies from person to person, and
is conditioned gigantically by our environment, the people around us and our
own thirst for knowledge, both internal and external. Over time I have learned
that everyone has their own biological clock....which is not only to tell a
woman when to become a mother, as many think...this clock has an alarm that
wakes us up at the time we are ready to start feeding ourselves from that
infinite wisdom. It is not easy for those already awakened not to show the keys
of that internal library to the world, but sometimes you have to understand
that the rest is not ready, their alarm has still not awakened them, and this
is something I'm still working on. It is not easy to learn to filter or select
the people to who you can talk about certain topics, or deprive your loved ones
from what has changed your life completely...because even though you know that
these changes can also help them, there must be receptivity, which is absent if
they are still with their eyes closed. And this is not at all about being
better or superior to the rest (if it was like that I wouldn't be interested in
sharing the experience), you just have to understand that some are ready
earlier than others, which means you found something before them, and then you
want to share...unlike those who discover something but keep it to themselves,
reason why the world is not going forward. It's as simple as thinking about the
reason why so many institutions keep so many secrets from the rest of
humanity....thank God that there are brave people who risk their lives to
reveal those secrets to the world, opening the eyes of some.
A key part in this process is to be tolerant.
Learn to respect nature in which we live and of which we are part, as well as
other animals, because yes, we are also animals, we're just a different
species. By being able to respect and accept others as members of this life, we
can live without selfishness, without negative competition, without
discrimination. You learn to LOVE the rest, and by "rest" I mean
every single inhabitant of this planet, and why not, from the universe and
other planets....because you can love what you do not know... it is simply
about accepting it for what it is. When you accept yourself and love yourself
with all your flaws and virtues, that's when you realize and recognize these
flaws and learn to work with them, to get them out of your life. But in order
to change you must accept who you are at that moment, and then it's up to you
what things you want to change, and believe me, you will not want to stop the
internal evolution. When you already understand that you are a complement of
everything around us, that's when you learn the meaning of respect for the existence
and other's life, of all the kingdoms that mean life. Just think for a couple
minutes (or research if you prefer) how would the world be without the mineral
kingdom, without the fungi kingdom...would there be life without the trees that
provide us with oxygen? Would we be so happy without animals around us?
I mention it again because it is another of the
keys to this process, MEDITATION. It's just taking the time to connect with our
Inner Self, the Universe, Nature, with the Creator. Listen, let go, feel our
needs, get the answers to the questions we ask in our lives, the paths to
follow to change what we believe necessary...everything can be accomplish like
that...it seems unbelievable. Just today, September 21, 2014, there is a Global
Meditation for World Peace (www.unify.org), and a couple of years ago I would
not have consider doing this at all, I would have said that is nonsense, these
things do not work...and after a while I began to think differently and say,
what do I have to lose by trying? If it works, we move even closer to the goal
of changing the world, and if this fails, well, I just used my time meditating
and getting a moment of peace, relaxation and tranquility in my life ;). The
mere fact of doing meditation is already changing the world, because it is
already bringing peace and love to many lives, which before doing it, were
occupying that moment doing something that did not provide the same.
Explore and discover yourself, inside and
outside...there's nothing coming from ourselves that we should be afraid of.
What change us is the surroundings, and that's why you need to know how to
choose the place where you want to be, and the people you want live your life
with, as long as we have the opportunity to choose. For those souls who have no
choice (like all those children who have to live in countries at war), the task
is much more difficult, because that inner peace is to be achieved between
death and daily suffering, where they really do not know if there will be a
tomorrow or not ... stupid wars caused by selfishness and greed.
YOU are more than that!!
YOU are the needed evolution!!
Let's CHANGE the World!!!
The change is NOW, not tomorrow !!!
The change is YOU, not the rest !!
Namaste
Monday, September 1, 2014
Apprentices And Masters
Sometimes we need to fall to stand up and try to
get higher, suffer in order to learn how to love, make mistakes to be better, be
quiet to listen, go through defeats to taste the glory, have lived in our hell
to desire our paradise, confront fears to overcome them, and these all can be
resumed in self-growth and self-improvement. Whatever is the situation that brought
us to a the point where we believe everything is lost, when we feel lots of
pain, when we think that our life is not at all complete, all those moments we
must take to listen to our "inner self”, our mind, our feelings, our
body... learn to know, to love, and to respect ourselves... that´s the only way
we'll get to accept and love ourselves completely (it took me a while to get to
that point, thank you for reminding me...Charly Brown).
We came into this world alone... Yes, it is
clear that we came from our mother’s belly, and that there is a father too, as
well as a Supreme Creator who put us in this place. I mean that we are the only
ones that fully know what we feel and want in life... which is the best food
for our body, the best books or documentaries for our minds, the best
conversations that will mark our lives as well as the people we want to be a
part of it. And here is where I want to stop a bit. Many people say "you
can choose your friends but not your family", and you can actually choose
who to spend your life with. The fact that family is united by blood doesn’t
really mean that you have to like them all….You could have relatives that you
don’t even know, and some other that you don’t even want to be a part of your
life. …if they are not good for me, then why keep up with them??? I could smile
at them, but I just can’t be a hypocrite, and I don’t need to get along with
everybody, and that involves relatives (ONLY I choose how and who to live my
life with, no one else, unless I let them). So I have my parents and sister who
are my close family (and I love very much), but then it will be my beloved wife
and my son (maybe a daughter too). If one aspires to have a full and happy life
(which is very different from conformity), there is no reason to keep within
your circle, people (independent of whether they are relatives, friends, or
couples) that only brings negative energy to your life, and that are there just
to criticize you or watch you make a mistake (and say “I told you so”), and not
to support and complement your life (envy is a strong word, but is very common
between family members, bitterness and envy of success and accomplishments in
life). To me, respect has no levels, and does not change depending on the
person that you have in front... and many people confuse this with condescension
and arrogance...so ridiculous to believe that you are better than everybody
else... and if you really are more awake, then the idea is to help those who
still aren't...that’s the only way of accomplishing the evolution of the
species. Family, friends, couples... are all people in your life, and based on
that you can give them the key to enter, or you can decide to exclude them
completely... I let out all the bad... Finally I realized that it is the key to
the full and personal happiness.
When you get to feel that fullness, that calm,
that joy, then is when your vibrations change, they level up, and you get to a
different frequency... where it can be true that you can see others from above,
without the desire of ignore or look down on them (as it happens with
arrogance), but with the desire to help them, give them a hand and teach them
the way to reach the frequency in which you are now together with many others
who earlier gave a hand to you. Why be selfish and not share with the rest that
thing that causes you so much happiness? If the rest do not want to take it,
well that is another story, and perhaps their time will come later when they alone
realize it, or someone more significant in their lives show them that way, but
the idea is to share it, not to keep it secret. Tolerance and humility are
powerful tools in the process of teaching and learning. There is always someone
more advanced than you, teachers and guides, or whatever they want to call
them, which does not mean that we cannot get to that same level...At the end is
what one aspire to, whenever we take classes of anything, yoga, painting,
singing, art, sports, even at work... learn from the best to become the best or
just better, and then spread that knowledge with those who do not have the same
chance to take those classes, but that can teach us a lot about values and
simplicity.
Don't be afraid to be alone, because that time
of solitude is the way to learn about yourself, learn to love yourself,
discover thousands of things that we didn't know, change as a person... all
this can be discover by meditating. To be independent has millions of
advantages, but I would mention that in some other writing. It is very
different to be alone by choice, it is so different to be able to be alone and
be happy. When that moment arrives is when we really are prepared to help the
rest, we can find a partner that is our full complement, perfect complement…not
those mediocre ones that you would try to change, and would be always thinking
"I wish he/she was different". For those who are in a situation, in which
you constantly think about changing your partner or your friends, JUST DO IT!!!
(Can’t be any more emphatic here, nothing is stopping you but yourselves). You
can always start from scratch, that is listening to yourself and following your
instincts... you can have what you really want in your life, the idea is that
those desires are in sync with the body, mind and soul, because if they’re not,
you would just generate confusion. You project what you want for yourself, and
if there is confusion, that's what you will attract...don't complain after.
Learn how to be alone and to love yourselves. Friendship is not to be requested
or begged, and love is not to be created or sought...love does not have to be
complicated or difficult, please do not confuse it with a mediocre
relationship, in which many just stay with someone because they fear of being
alone...they don’t know what they miss. If you are able to be happy with
yourself, then each person you choose to include in your life is a plus, an add-on,
and if for some reason this person is no longer there at a certain point, your
happiness will remain with you, intact like before finding that person. Many
people are passengers in the trains of our lives, but each and every one of
them teach us something, which we often simply don’t notice. To meet someone just
for a day can change our lives completely... open your eyes and be receptive...
listen.
Namaste
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
The Gift Of Destiny
Up to this point in my life I have felt and lived several experiences...maybe not more than my parents, but I can say that by giving my whole being in each one of them, that makes them very intense, that makes me say I tried my utmost, I did not give up, until that time when I decided not to feel more hurt...I decided to think about me. And for many years I thought those feelings were dead, killed by those past relationships in which they were the hope of making life better. During those years, I watched them from afar, in other people, in other couples, in movies, in books...they were hidden in me, and I thought I'd never feel them again, but deep in my heart I was still asking.
So, I started the process of personal growth, self-esteem, self-respect, love yourself...to teach by example we first have to heal ourselves, and that is what I tried to do, and I am still trying. Looking at the past, it is so much what I have changed in my life. Both what I have rejected and the new that I'm still integrating. I must say I'm not afraid to change, not afraid to life, because living in fear is not living, is living dead....and I chose not to be a zombie (which today are followed as a trend). Crucial in the process is the role of nature, animals, meditation, yoga, healthy eating, and that special connection with the celestial bodies that brought us unto the world in the beginning, as a gift to our parents in this life, and as a gift to who knows who in our previous lives. Nothing else is needed but that connection...everything else, no matter how wonderful it is, is automatically attracted, like dreams to music, the feeling of flying when you are in love...like my lips to yours...
And that's how I found you or you found me...the universe brought us together. And it was written in our books, at least in this life, and who knows if also in some past life, because that feeling of knowing a person from somewhere else, without having very clear and vivid memories, that feeling is not our imagination, and unfortunately is often overlooked by some who do not know what they want in life, those who do not know themselves (I stole that from you). How to explain that incredible feeling of comfort, confidence, the need to talk, see you, touch you, be next to each other... fall in love with our madness, to live together for the rest we have, raise a family, feel each other, love each other...being us. I call it destiny, the plan that the Universe have for us both. And these stories exist, but they are scarce, and you can just feel it... as is happening now.
One can feel very comfortable with a person, care and want her/him very much, even feel love, and yet slightly feel that there's something missing...and that something is often ignored, and you just decide go ahead without feeling completely full, thinking that nothing is perfect, and that you can make it work (by forcing it)...but it can be perfect if you want it, if you attract it. And if for a moment those higher energies decide to unite us, decide that it's already time for us to find such happiness, after many turns in our lives that left us with experiences, left us with the urge of wanting something more...you are my something else... and I hope to be yours.
This is just the beginning of our story... hopefully to become the best-selling book, the most inspiring quotes...because something as wonderful and amazing as what is "shaking our ground" these days, must not be hidden from the rest of the world. Beauty should be shared and is always appreciated... it gives hope to those who yearn for a change, and who believe that the stories of the fairy tales stories can actually exist. They exist in the world we are both creating, a world to which very few have access to right now, world where you see with your heart and not with the eyes, where we walk next to the angels every evening, holding hands...and lying on the prairie of the stars, I tenderly touch your pretty face, steal the smell of your long hair, and go to sleep with that goodnight kiss, reminding us that dreams can be real...and that is exactly what we are beginning to live.
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