Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Monday, December 21, 2015
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Tuesday, January 20, 2015
The Migration Of The Butterflies
I was aware that the butterflies would leave
their home at some point, though the length of their stay on the place that
welcomed them, that still remains a mystery. Butterflies are cold blooded
animals, so they need of warm places to survive, and obviously also need food
to keep his soul afloat.
An atmosphere of love, affection, expression,
concern, freedom, etc., will not always be sufficient for the butterflies to
stay around, they also need the food, those flowers, that nectar to choose to
stay in that home. Sometimes it is not easy to achieve, competition will always
be great, but the details are what make the difference. Much heat is not ideal,
it is suffocating, they are short of breath, losing fluids, and everything is
heavier and denser. If it's too cold the wings will not move, that desire of
wanting to fly won't even exist, there's no energy, and the heat that makes the
body move, the one that makes you feel comfortable. So it is not that easy, as
it must be a balance, which is often not so simple to provide.
Feeding the soul is another thing, which should
complement the above, but must be the perfect complement for the butterflies to
stay forever, and decide not to fly any day looking for another home to give
them what they need. Nectar is what gives them vitality, giving them life, the
desire of never abandon ... Why leave if you have enough food to live a
lifetime? If this becomes scarce, then the need to explore other habitats
appears. And is not a coincidence that their food is the flowers, and the great
admiration for them in our beautiful and beloved women.
Do not neglect your princess, because that's how
you should treat her, regardless of whether you are just starting to court her
or if you are already many years together, the flame must always be kept alive
and in constant motion. Obviously this is necessary on both sides, but I speak
from the side of men and their treatment to women. The world is a constant
competition ... show your charms in every possible way, but do it only when you
find that person who deserves it, there is nothing wrong in showing feelings,
it is a human characteristic to think that one is weaker for being sensitive
and emotional. The courting process should never stop, always keep a little mystery
alive, surprise, creativity, and do new things. Be intense and passionate if
that person makes you feel you want to show it, have no fear, the worst that
can happen is that you make a mistake, and that your feelings are not received
in the way you expect, but at least you tried. If you don't try you will never
know what it might have been. It's up to you to keep the butterflies flying and
circling forever, so they do not leave halfway...
Monday, January 19, 2015
Saturday, January 17, 2015
In The Spirit Forest
Rebellious thoughts escaping from my mouth, fugitive words
undertaking that journey towards your ears, with the clear objective to hunt
down your heartbeats...for moments, to be the cause of the pace change in these
beats, so special and unique when you're in love.
Shine your charms when you stare at me, eternal executioners
of my spontaneous smiles, which are simply the expression of what you make my
heart feel...this time without words, just with looks is enough to get my
attention and make me tremble.
Penetrating imposing intensity, which dominate and carry us
to our secret corner, private, intimate...thanks for giving me the keys. And
you say you'd let yourself fall just by being sure to be contained by that
privileged...my arms are already alert and ready to catch you in any fall.
Nebulae that we don't see, though we feel its presence, its
evening dews moisturizing our pores, transparent portals of emotions, signs that
show us that never ends...let’s not let it to decay.
Knights with superficial radars, that have seen you without
really knowing what they have in front of them, until lose you from sight…the
eternal problem of seeing with eyes and not with feelings. I already feel you
with my eyes closed, I already fall in love by feeling your presence...to open my
eyes and see you physically, it's nothing more than just the perfect drawing of
pioneer sensations.
This time life rewards us both, after a long walked journey,
not of search but of teaching and learning. Now it is perfectly clear the reflection
of our singings, and now we know who the performers that delight the audience
are.
Silences passengers of harmonious trains, those that are
not as many in these times, those from which our parents would have more
memories, those beautiful times. I take and treasure them in the trunk of my
reliefs, because they will be the commanders who appease my storms.
Here I'll be waiting in the spirit forest, surrounded by
stories told by those leaves let dropped by the autumn...they already had their
chance. And they're still dancing, the curious white spheres, perhaps
predicting your arrival to finally keep me company... I wait.
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Anis
Cluster of twinkling starts, big, bright, deep, fell in
your eyes, like who randomly sow seed flowers, without knowing where each one is,
but with the assurance that something beautiful will sprout.
Really glow strongly inside its darkness, protect your
constellations, like a roof from rain and wind. Butterfly wings allowing a flight
of life, slips the rain, covered by dew, beautiful black eyelashes.
Inhale all the tender, eliminate what harms you. Capture
the most sincere essences that only you know where they exist, and they fill
you with purity, tranquility, peace. Everything is white, that’s how it feels…white
purity that gives you life. Cute little nose, my nose.
So thirsty for affection, the coming water can be heard.
Comes out in droves, to lubricate your lips, your soft tongue...your mouth,
origin of nervous, trembling words, perfect engineering of your wonderful smile...do
not hide it, do not lose it.
They fear losing consciousness, stop being receptive to the
language of friendship, of love. Like roots absorbing the raindrops, to then
distribute them to the whole plant, they take words and direct them to the
heart. Innocent ears that strongly hold on to those phrases that you love...that
makes you fall in love.
Irresistible to the touch and taste, to mouth and fingers.
A must stop on the highways of your body...infinite moments, sedative hypnosis.
Union of your poles, the cutest ends. I promise you indescribable sensations…you
will see the reflection of the word passion, as my lips brush against your
neck.
Night deeply longed, in which caresses invade us, with no
more choice but to be defeated, and helpless and naked, surrender to the
feeling that slowly destroys the barriers of your skin...smooth skin. Shivers on
your shoulders, when I softly draw, with my fingertips its contour...
Always reach me with your little hands, because I won’t let
them go...but maybe I will, only to cover you in an embrace that envelops you
completely...and that makes you believe that your feet have already left the
earth...even if it is for an instant. You remember the most beautiful way to hold
hands in the infinite distance, and look at each other without seeing each other...but
that's from another story.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Soul Mates
Just a couple months since we met, like two air streams with different courses, and at that
very moment they decide to follow their paths together. We know that together
are amazing, united by love we are invincible, merged into passionate kisses no
one can break us apart. And there’s nothing else for egotistical forces that just
to observe our joy and gratitude for this life we're just beginning ... our
story is written with passion.
Optimistic waiting
for your call every day, several times a day, even now I'm waiting for you to
get back from your brief stint in the air and decide to call so we can hear
each other for hours, because we still do not have the luck to be physically
present in the same space. Space that will witness avalanches of hugs and
caresses of all kinds. I will flood you with kisses on your beautiful neck... I
do not know how you will do to keep me away from this beauty...maybe just by letting
me go down your body, drawing your curves and contour with my tongue, my lips.
That space will know that there was released the most intense battles, your
body against mine...battle that ended in a hug releasing purity drops, eroticism
drops, infinite love.
Vividly open
your eyes at times to connect with mine...I already watch you for some time,
and it is difficult to escape the hypnosis of your sensual, innocent, seductive
movements…without wanting to be. Could contemplate you for hours and hours,
until time whip me fiercely and make me take the long awaited trip, felt in deep...that
trip that hopefully will not end soon, but if this happens, we have our lives
ahead to make it a thousand times more. Passengers without tickets from
judgmental eyes that we closed without fear, only by showing what we know how
to do, what we want to do to each other, again and again...hold me cause I'm on
your side, and I am not leaving from the most precious home I start to build.
Eager trembling
hands touching you completely…you kissing my fingers, with your tongue my
shoulders... and I slide through your back to reach its end, to begin that
massage that you will enjoy so much, I promise. That beauty of legs you have,
and my hands have the privilege to stroke them, by the contour, and even more
by the inside of your thighs, very intensely, until I get to that point where
they join and the paradise begins, my cherished paradise.
Unbelievable
sensations, smelling your body, from top to bottom, from the outside in, taking
all the time necessary in each season of this exquisite trip, I fall in love
more and more simply because you exist beside me, and transport me to the world
I was waiting for so long, perhaps even before I was born as who I am now. That
world where we can live without time, your world...our world. We will inhabit
that world where the Universe and Nature will be proud of their beautiful
creation, what a great couple they have formed…and couple in our eyes, because
in the eyes of the Creators we are already merged as one...each with their
qualities, but united in one body, a fusion of souls...soul mates.
Sunday, September 28, 2014
Tears From The Soul
Our tears, always necessary and liberating ... hidden by some just because of shame, by creating a shield and try to show the "strong" side, confusing sensitivity with weakness ... they do not know what they are missing, those who never shed tears. It is such a natural process in the human being, (and I'm really not sure if it is in other species of animals too) that I don't understand why it is sometimes trapped within us, when their release means no more than one of the most beautiful expressions of feelings, whether they are of grief, sorrow, joy, emotion, excitement, etc.... it really shows the importance of that feeling for us, it is a cleaning process, and also with our tears we let out those feelings that I mentioned, as rivers carrying leaves shed by trees in the fall... crying trees ...
The pain and grief have many reasons to be .... disappointment, frustration, detachment, loss, among others. Many times, those who do not cry for fear of being seen, or because they were never taught or encouraged to show their feelings in the past, (some were even taught that it was wrong to show many feelings because it's an index of weakness...ridiculous), unfortunately keep all that inside of them, when all that it wants is to be expressed, and by not doing it those feelings are lost .... like song private from audience, a poem private from readers, an "I love you" private to be heard, a kiss private from other lips. If we want to overcome that pain, crying helps a lot, no matter how much you do it, the idea is not to block the tears, let them flow as rain falls over the land and oceans, renovating and creating new forms of life that we admire so much...the natural process of creation.
The joy and excitement should also be released, expressed. Although the most common way is through laughter, tears can also be very powerful ... sometimes they are both connected. Many people laugh at times when others cry, just to hide their tears of joy ... Joy is a gift from the Universe to our being, regardless of who is the direct postman delivering it ... it is delivered to us to help in the understanding that everything has its reward, that everything has a solution in life, nothing is impossible and everything is better with a smile and sometimes a single tear ... do not deprive yourself of those gifts, because they are just for you. Learn how to receive them, to appreciate them ... the gift of life, our close circle of people, our health, the gift of waking up every morning just to breathe, and sometimes to see the stars and moon before closing your eyes .... others are lucky enough to receive and give a kiss on each of those moments, drying some tears, or just contemplate them in their journey, showing how much I mean to you ...
Dedicated to all those who have shed tears and still do, regardless of the reason ... and those who have not do it, just try it ... as I said several times, nothing coming from yourself is worthy to be feared.
Namaste
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Children In Love
Beautiful child ages, tender love for adults, simple fun for the little ones. That desire of playing forever, until the sun goes down, or they call you to come back in the house to go to sleep, because the next day you have to be present in this forced "educational" system ... luckily there are new alternatives now.
There is no caress yet, or maybe there is but very mild, of the kind that's worth the most ... a short goodbye kiss on the cheek, then run out to hide the blushing face ... and then fall asleep thinking about that sweet, innocent kiss ... it means a world at the time ... if only those times could return ...
Then came the exchange of letters, because after that kiss, it was known that it was more than just a friendship. Simple writings saying "I love you" or "I like you" ... it was that easy and cute, children in love. It made you fly without wings, float in the clouds, forget about the world and time, she was the only thing that mattered in each of those days. Spending most of the time together and nights thinking about her ... those times can return ...
After a while the answer never came, because that caring was mutual, but the "love" I never knew ... and those are the times when the courting is only on one side, and she is just the courted one that can enjoy that stage, regardless of the uncertainty and doubt sown in him, which is only awaiting for an answer, any sign or signal, which will confirm the hopes of one day being reciprocated ...
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
The Gift Of Destiny
Up to this point in my life I have felt and lived several experiences...maybe not more than my parents, but I can say that by giving my whole being in each one of them, that makes them very intense, that makes me say I tried my utmost, I did not give up, until that time when I decided not to feel more hurt...I decided to think about me. And for many years I thought those feelings were dead, killed by those past relationships in which they were the hope of making life better. During those years, I watched them from afar, in other people, in other couples, in movies, in books...they were hidden in me, and I thought I'd never feel them again, but deep in my heart I was still asking.
So, I started the process of personal growth, self-esteem, self-respect, love yourself...to teach by example we first have to heal ourselves, and that is what I tried to do, and I am still trying. Looking at the past, it is so much what I have changed in my life. Both what I have rejected and the new that I'm still integrating. I must say I'm not afraid to change, not afraid to life, because living in fear is not living, is living dead....and I chose not to be a zombie (which today are followed as a trend). Crucial in the process is the role of nature, animals, meditation, yoga, healthy eating, and that special connection with the celestial bodies that brought us unto the world in the beginning, as a gift to our parents in this life, and as a gift to who knows who in our previous lives. Nothing else is needed but that connection...everything else, no matter how wonderful it is, is automatically attracted, like dreams to music, the feeling of flying when you are in love...like my lips to yours...
And that's how I found you or you found me...the universe brought us together. And it was written in our books, at least in this life, and who knows if also in some past life, because that feeling of knowing a person from somewhere else, without having very clear and vivid memories, that feeling is not our imagination, and unfortunately is often overlooked by some who do not know what they want in life, those who do not know themselves (I stole that from you). How to explain that incredible feeling of comfort, confidence, the need to talk, see you, touch you, be next to each other... fall in love with our madness, to live together for the rest we have, raise a family, feel each other, love each other...being us. I call it destiny, the plan that the Universe have for us both. And these stories exist, but they are scarce, and you can just feel it... as is happening now.
One can feel very comfortable with a person, care and want her/him very much, even feel love, and yet slightly feel that there's something missing...and that something is often ignored, and you just decide go ahead without feeling completely full, thinking that nothing is perfect, and that you can make it work (by forcing it)...but it can be perfect if you want it, if you attract it. And if for a moment those higher energies decide to unite us, decide that it's already time for us to find such happiness, after many turns in our lives that left us with experiences, left us with the urge of wanting something more...you are my something else... and I hope to be yours.
This is just the beginning of our story... hopefully to become the best-selling book, the most inspiring quotes...because something as wonderful and amazing as what is "shaking our ground" these days, must not be hidden from the rest of the world. Beauty should be shared and is always appreciated... it gives hope to those who yearn for a change, and who believe that the stories of the fairy tales stories can actually exist. They exist in the world we are both creating, a world to which very few have access to right now, world where you see with your heart and not with the eyes, where we walk next to the angels every evening, holding hands...and lying on the prairie of the stars, I tenderly touch your pretty face, steal the smell of your long hair, and go to sleep with that goodnight kiss, reminding us that dreams can be real...and that is exactly what we are beginning to live.
Friday, August 8, 2014
Indigos in Love
The incoming Aquarian energies sparked an evolution in all walks of life. Our ideas about love and relationships were powerfully affected. If we look back to the sixties we see emerging then the ideals of freedom and love. It was a time of sexual liberation and relationship exploration. People made all sorts of experiments: twosomes, threesomes, orgies, communes, group marriages, partner swapping, extended families, and more. we "came out of the box", and in that moment of liberation, tried everything that came to mind. The traditional values of marriage, family, and kids were not satisfactory for many. Something else was calling.
The Seventies ans Eighties saw a further evolution in the emergence of new ideals of love and spirituality. The concepts of Tantra-the combination sexuality and meditation for reaching higher states of love and spirituality-entered public consciousness.
The Aquarian energies, stimulating new activity in the heart, third eye, and crown centers, are bringing a new sense of the potentials of love. On an immediate personal level it means that deep inside you have a feeling for what is possible in a relationship.
Whether you're coming from a negative or positive, you carry an ideal that you aspire toward. This kind of relationship calls to you. It is like a beacon pulling you upward. It's a standard against which you measure what is currently happening. Though our culture has no names or labels for this type of relating, and no names do it justice, we might call this form of relating "spiritual partnership"-a relationship that is based on a meeting of spirit and consciousness.
Spiritual Partnership
When we first met what we saw in the other (authors talking about themselves) was a depth of being. There was a sense of profound recognition-a soul recognition. We both knew each other. And not only was it a sense of recognition, but a sense of connection, as if there was a fundamental linking in out beings, in our Essence.
We both were in relationships at that time, so we didn't get involved on an outer level. Our coming together as partners took us 14 years. During that time we were friends. But there was something about that friendship. Whether we were together as lovers or not didn't seem to matter. What was important was the sense of someone special and magical-someone essential-in our lives. From the very beginning we could sense each other's soul: this bright, magical, immensely conscious spiritual being that was at each other's center.
This sense of seeing the essence is of particular importance to Indigos, because you won't be starry-eyed in love. You won't just see this "perfect being" with whom you'll live happily ever after. On the contrary, you'll be very aware of each other's personality. You'll be able to see ego, patterns, fears, wounds, and the so many other unenlightened things that make us human.
A Sense of Higher Purpose
Once we got together (authors talking about themselves), we had a feeling of a higher density, as if this had been meant all along. It felt as if on some inner dimension of life we had planned this. We see this so often for Indigos: an awareness of higher forces at work that are bringing you together-and bringing you together not only for your own love and well-being, but also for a spiritual purpose that is much greater than you. Of course part of that purpose is your own growth, but it is also for something more than just the two of you, as if together you create something larger-your contribution to the evolution of the whole.
We can say in our relationship that this sense of purpose is center point. Our lives revolve around it; our work revolves around it; everything we do revolves around it. The relationship is imbued with this higher meaning. This purpose is the real reason for our being together.
In looking back we could see that it was this sense of purpose that had been missing in our previous relationships. Though these relationships were beautiful, heartful, and caring, without it there had been a subtle feeling of emptiness. It was the missing ingredient for the deep fulfillment that we longed for.
A Spiritual Journey Together
One of the ways that Indigos in relationships walk the path together is through your high sensitivity. You can immediately feel something is not right. You may not always be sure what it is, but it's as if you can feel the emotions and the energy of the other person, and you know when something is out of balance. In an Indigo relationship you can't get away with anything; the heightened awareness of each of you notices everything.
The result is that you're constantly mirroring each other. That's not always very pleasant! In fact, it's often downright difficult. When someone points out to you that your bravado is masking fear, or that you just went into insecurity, it can hurt.
But the immense value of this is that somebody really sees you. He or she sees your personality and your soul. He or she sees your wounds, your truth, and your magic even while seeing your patterns. For the first time in your life you0re not behind a mask. There's someone really present with you-someone who meets your essence.
This dropping of masks and becoming authentic is one of the greatest blessings of the journey of a spiritual relationship. You see each other as you are. The relationship is built in authenticity. This authenticity is continually deepening. We emphasize continually because it's not like you drop the masks and become authentic. Rather, it's an ongoing process as the many layers and parts that compose us gradually unfold over time.
Friends on the Path
The journey of a spiritual relationship is a path; you are walking a path of inner development together. One of the fundamentals of the path is that each of us is alone. That's because it's my unfoldment-my Essence that unfolds. Bit though each of us is on our own journey, it's certainly nice to have a friend to share the journey with.
In that sense a relationship is about being friends on the path. It's wonderful to have a friend to travel with on the spiritual journey-someone to share your innermost life with, to share your aloneness with, to support you to be authentically who you are, to mirror you, and to give encouragement when needed, and who above all else loves you and wants you to be all that you can be.
That's one of the things that make Indigo relationships so special: Indigos carry an innate sense-an ideal-that each person has such immense potential, and you really want the other to reach that potential. There's a place of empowered freedom in you that wants that same empowered freedom for the other.
Central to this dream of potential is freedom. Above all else Indigos want to be free. One part of you cannot be boxed or controlled, even for love. When we talk about freedom here we're not necessarily talking about sexual freedom (thought that may be at times a part of it). We are talking about the freedom to be yourself, the freedom to have your own mind and thoughts, and the freedom to find your own way and to be the conductor of your own life.
This leads to a unique challenge in Indigo relationships: You want to be free and at the same time you want to be together. What often comes up as we start moving in freedom is old insecurities. Though we may be Indigo in our essence, we still carry many old fears, patterns, and insecurities on the level of our personality. These parts of us don't want the other to explore too much. It's threatening.
But at the same time, our Indigo nature has a different spirit. There's courage and adventurousness, even with the risk that it might take the other away from you. This is an incredible process. You're not in the typical security of a relationship and marriage that's promised in the movies. But on the other hand, in that freedom and constant self-reflection and growth, there is a deep meeting. In this environment of empowerment and honesty love grows. Out of freedom come closeness and intimacy.
Indigos Are Challenged to Overcome Fear in Their Relationships
We have learned that it's not safe to reveal certain parts of ourselves to others because we might get rejected. We use an expression-"the uglies"-to represent all the parts or ourselves that we feel are wrong, or we're ashamed about and want to hide. For most of us revealing the uglies is frightening. It takes courage to open and let somebody in. It's a risk to say things or to even let ourselves feel certain things because they are outside the bandwidth of what is considered acceptable.
It continually surprises us that, the more we reveal the uglies, the more love flows. We expect to be judged and rejected by the other and instead are met with empathy, understanding, and intimacy. It has incredible to see that, when we drop our protection, get vulnerable, let our feelings out, and be authentic, the walls come down, intimacy opens, and love flows more than ever. Our mind thinks that if we are real we'll get rejected, and if we put up a "right face" we'll be accepted. This is one of the beautiful things about inner work in a relationship: The relationship becomes a safe place to reveal yourself. It becomes a place where someone really sees you, touches you, reflects you back to you and helps you to grow.
A Spirituality Hot Relationship
This authenticity and revealing create what we would call a "hot" relationship. We are talking about an intensity and dynamism between two people, of communication, observation, exploration, openness, and challenge. It's a highly dynamic and interactive process.
What's more typical in relationships is for a person to get hurt and to withdraw. You may go sulk in your room, or withdraw and become distant. Perhaps you start punishing the other, subtly or not so subtly. Often this state can go on for an extended time.
In spiritual relationships you don't let these things go for very long; things come up, and you deal with them. You don't settle for less than the best in relating. And if things are not good, you do something about it. you don't want to go to sleep and start talking the other for granted or start living in a routine. Yow want to keep growing and to keep yourselves alive. This takes awareness. You have to stay alert, because there are parts in all of us that go to sleep and become complacent.
Truth-Based Relating
Communication in spiritual partnership is invaluable. You talk about things. You look at things together and you verbally explore together. You learn to put into words things that are not always easy to say.
For many of us (not me at all) it's not our nature to communicate about our feelings. (Though this is true for both men and women, it's particularly true for men.) We specially don't want to talk about difficult feelings-our insecurities, fears, pain or needs. But to be able to talk about them is of incredible value. This is usually not easy, both for the person who is sitting on his or her feelings or for the partner who is trying to draw the feelings out. In that moment the partner is challenging you, starting to mirror you back to yourself, to give you feedback. the partner is telling you that you are in a pattern, a wound, a trip of some sort-just the stuff we hate to hear. One part of us may start getting defensive. Yo may even go on the attack. But then you start looking anyway, and guess what?-the partner is right.
It's of value here to understand the difference between men and women regarding this. Women can generally take more honesty than men. consequently, women are often disappointed when they try to communicate with a man and the man shuts down, denies, or gets aggressive. Women then, out of their fear of aggression, lose clarity and go into their own emotional patterns. It takes a certain maturity for a woman to hold herself in these moments. She has to remain patient as the man goes through various stages of huffing and puffing, denying, threatening, or attacking, until he finally starts looking.
Conscious Partnership
This brings us to the crux of Indigos in love, what we would call "conscious partnership." We earlier used "spiritual partnership" to describe Indigo relationships. We can also call it "conscious partnership" because of the importance of the word conscious. Conscious means alert, aware, and observant. In conscious partnership you are alert to the many subtle nuances of what goes on between you.
In a conscious partnership you learn tools to increase consciousness and to work with the things you become aware of. On the one side you learn to handle the things of the personality such as hurt, anger, ego, power, and needs. And on the other side, you learn the art of intimacy-way to open the heart, to meet the deeper parts of the other, to enhance each other's essence, and to meet as souls.
As an Indigo you are not going to be satisfied if the relationship is flat. You are not going to be happy if the relationship is so-called normal and day to day, where things are just content and secure. Some part of you will get restless. You want intensity, depth meeting, and meaning. You don't want superficial cocktail-party talk in your relationship. You want an authentic heart and soul connection. If that's not there, you will start rocking the boat. You'll do things to get that intensity.
Holistic Relating
Part of that "more" that we are looking for in a relationship is embodied by the word holistic. By holistic we're referring to the whole of a person: his or her spirit, body, mind, and emotions.
We are wanting full.spectrum relating. For example, on a spiritual level we may seek uplifted moments (through meditating or praying, or simply taking a walk in nature together). On a dynamic level we may want high energy, movement, and intensity. Mentally we may want a stimulating exchange of ideas that challenge and expand our minds. Our sexuality might take the form of Tantra. This practice embraces body, mind, and spirit in a most direct and powerful way, bringing a whole new form of meeting through conscious sexuality. We're wanting a relationship that covers a wide gamut of experience, where we meet and exchange on many levels.
Ultimately, the challenge for Indigos in relationship is to embody an ideal of a complete meeting-a fuller bandwidth of what is possible between two people. This is what Indigos know is possible. This is what you aspire toward.
As Indigo Adults we have to learn to trust our vision, and to hold true to what we believe is possible. Even if we don't see it in the world around us, and even if we have not lived it yet ourselves, somewhere inside there is a knowing-a possibility-that call to us. Our challenge is to pioneer a new way if living and relating. We have the gift and opportunity to embody a new paradigm of love and intimacy.
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
The Girl Who Woke Me Up
Finally you left, disappear from what at
that moment I thought was a dream, and I went back to sleep. When I finally
woke up, I went looking for you, you were not in your room, your things were
not there either, where were you? ...so I asked some of your friends, and they
told me you left. They told me you came to say goodbye early in the morning but
I was half asleep and I didn't realize what was going on…you were gone…I didn't know for how long, and that day I knew.
The next 2 weeks were so strange. There was
this new feeling, that just started when you were gone, all because your face
was the first thing that I saw when I half woke up that morning. Every morning
after that I was hoping to see you there again. Sometimes I didn't even open my
eyes hoping that I could just feel your fingers touching my face, or maybe
breathe your smell again…but it never happened…you were gone…It's not even 10
days and I miss you too much, like I'm not complete without you here...
The 2 weeks were over, and you came back.
I was so excited to finally understand if that feeling was just a thing, or it
was something real, and this was the best way to know...It was not the first
time I liked someone, but there was something different, maybe it was the
different culture, the excitement of experiencing this away from home, where
everything was more intense. All the feelings are felt stronger, emotions adding
up...who knows if now we can disappear together for a moment, and go to that
place where we were so many times before, but not having these feelings. I
promise I'll hold you close, let's fly for a while...
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